Time Stamps
I’m pretty good at keeping it together. Most of the time, I do okay. But some nights – some nights I’m not really okay. Some nights, the emptiness of a house in which I’m the only human left, is so… Read moreTime Stamps
Month: April 2021
Grief Haikus pt 3
Clean area rug,large ocean blue; arranging –Hard to do alone Friday Eve, at last – glad; though my drinking solo,not likely very smart… Working on new life,peace; but shhh – sometimes wakingdaily is the worst
Plan C
I notice the *Crinkle* *Crinkle* when I sit on the paper-covered exam table in the doctor’s office, with a regular chair next to it. The last time I went through these types of tests, Sara was with me. Blood work,… Read morePlan C
An Armored Sloth?
Tonight I sat back and spent a little bit of time just thinking about the condition of my heart. I tried to let the images and feeling just come to me. My brain is equal parts scattered and exhausted these… Read moreAn Armored Sloth?
Mid-Course check in
I didn’t think this would be so hard, taking the 30 day grief-focused writing course again. Life feels… hard. Some days, I’m so tired from just taking care of my day to day existence / work/ caring for the pets… Read moreMid-Course check in