On this second New Year’s Eve since my world was utterly turned upside down, 2 days from the 14 month anniversary of Sara’s death, I sit down to think and make some reflections. I haven’t been writing as much in… Read more2020: My first full year in the “After”

CW: Talk of weight-loss, fitness goals Yesterday I was watching a movie while walking on our treadmill, “Brittany Runs a Marathon” – the movie involves someone working toward the goal of running a marathon while trying to take control of… Read moreUnexpected Rush of Grief

I just don’t think I can do it this year, put up a holiday tree – and I’ve realized it’s more about George, than Sara. This is supposed to be his first holiday season with us. I close my eyes… Read moreGeorge’s First Holiday Season

I haven’t been writing the last few months. Part of me was just… tired of being sad. I fear other people are tired of me being sad. But at the end of the day, whether I write about it or… Read more2020… my 2nd worse year