Recalibration
Sara, you were my compass. Our love was my north star. You were everything I’d wanted in a life partner and filling our life with love was my goal. Now that you’re gone, my compass needs to be recalibrated and… Read moreRecalibration
Month: October 2020
A year since Sara has been home
In a couple of hours it will have been a full year since Sara set foot in our house. A year ago tonight, Sara and I called 911 because she’d gotten so weak that she couldn’t get up from a… Read moreA year since Sara has been home
Autumn Stirrings
The ground is becoming littered with crisp leaves – little dried remains of what used to be green and full of life, swaying in the sunshine and generating energy for the tree it belongs to. The nights are cooling down,… Read moreAutumn Stirrings
Late Night (very early morning) musings
Grief is so strange, at times. I’m exhausted, awake at 1:30am my time after working a long week, but I don’t really want to sleep. I just spent the last 2 hours putting together some new furniture I bought for… Read moreLate Night (very early morning) musings
Futility
I lay in our bedyour memory hovering above me like a fogit seems silly – a king size bedwithout youthe dogs are glued to my sideleaving your half of the bed free Your pink terrycloth robehangs on the back of… Read moreFutility